thoughts...
Sunday, July 16, 2006 @ 2:31 AM

staying up late in the middle of the night again and blogging now cause i've been wanting to get this off my chest..

many times i wondered..
who are actually my real friends?
who will be there for me when i'm in need?
if i'm crying for help, who will risk their lives to save me?
and if i were dead, who will remember me for the rest of their lives?

a good way to find out is by leaving this awful, cruel world...
and when i'm in heaven (or hell, most probably..), i'll know who are the ones who would shed tears for me...