I'm Guilty
Monday, June 26, 2006 @ 12:20 PM

My com spoil again! =(
Good in a way that i can concentrate on my revision and stop surfing net for the moment, the bad news is i have to use the school computer to use the e-learning.. argh...!

Just had my DSP test in the morning, not really confident with some of my answers..oh heck, i shall forcus on my two other papers now and stop thinking if i could score for my DSP.

**
Anyway, i think i should do some reflection on myself..
this morning i apologised to my dad, in fact i think this is the first time i said sorry to him.
kinda forced myself to say the word, yup..sorry seems to be the hardest word indeed.
somehow, the words: sorry, i love you, miss you.... didn't exist in our family..we all know that after an arguement or quarrel, we will forgive each other sooner or later..coz we are family rite?

but this morning, i was very guilty abt this particular incident that i actually went to my dad's room and apologised. I knew from the nod of his head as his reponse, he has forgiven me..
oh god..why are my eyes wet while typing this entry? i am in the school, not home! better force back my tears before someone notices..yups, i'm guilty. shoot me =(

**
will update edric's surprise birthday party once my com is fixed. take care everyone!
Chalet FUN!
Thursday, June 22, 2006 @ 3:59 PM


time to note down another wonderful gathering with the girls, yao feng and hsien yang!
the guys reached late due to their busy schedule so we girls have to buy and prepare the food for the bbq.
as for setting the fire, WE DID IT ALL BY OURSELVES! who needs the guys anyway?! lol
btw, setting the fire really needs time and its not an easy task because we have '0' experience!
but we roughly have some idea of setting it up (after observing the guys doing their job umpteen times in the past)

Of coz, the picture above is not the end result, so don't judge our skills just by this photo!
like i've said, its not so easy..now we finally understand the feeling of doing it and so we decided not to be so mean to urge the guys to set the fire quickly in the upcoming future.. haha

here are more photos for your viewing pleasure! =) enjoy!




these are the 4 superwomen who did all the job..ahem...( from left: Me, JiaQi, Audrey & Rachel)










(woa..smoke!..*cough cough* cannot take it already, lets pour kerosene..LOL)






(Digging in..time to FEAST!)
















(sizzling hot: Sambal Dory..with a squeeze of lime..heavenly~~)













WARNING!
The following pictures might cause some disturbance for a few days so think twice before you scroll down:










competing for the "Who makes the Ugliest face?" title, and the winner is.....*drum roll*
















Eugenia!! (In every pageant, the 1st and 2nd runner-up will kiss the winner after she receives the crown, this is no exception..*2 kisses for her*)















they love their curls..hmph, wat happened to mine?









Don't worry, just tied up our hair if we have no curls..









Somehow, Eugenia became depressed because she does not belong to any category ( curls or buns)...*hush hush*


















okok, finally a family photo..
(these 2 guys are so xin fu(blessed) rite? ...which reminds me..
















of this photo taken a year ago...all of us are so loving..wahahaha!!
so sweet... =)
daily bites
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 @ 12:06 PM

Oh god..why am i doing stupid things in Orchard again?!
daily bites
Saturday, June 10, 2006 @ 3:28 PM

I did something bizarre at Orchard while shopping halfway with Lx yesterday..
How i wish Lx could have done it with me too..however she insist that she did not wan to do it no matter how hard i tried to persuade her =(

Initially i was freaking out and wanted to run away when i saw the "crew" but overall the whole experience was kinda fun and crossing my fingers hoping i wun end up looking like an idiot. haha

I better keep my mouth shut about this whole thing first, wait till someone 'expose' it then i will find a hole to *hide* myself..
OR... hopefully they decided they din't wan to include it inside in the end..hahahaaaa! den there wun be any chances for me to end up been the laughing stock.. =D
Night Eating Syndrome
Thursday, June 08, 2006 @ 10:26 PM

Flipped through a magazine this afternoon and read this small article on 'Night Eating'. After reading it, i realised that i am suffering from this 'night eating syndrome'.

'Night eating syndrome' is when u often consume 35% or more of your daily calories after your dinner and this can be a pathway to obesity.

Many people think that i don't eat much and always on a diet. But no matter how hard i tried to convince them i am not, they would still think that i am finding excuses. Aw, crap. Some see me as a 'vegetarian' coz i seldom order poultry for my meals and others think that i'm on a healthy lifestyle becoz i dun take fast food. The reason why i dun take fast food is i dun see them as real food..
but desserts definitely are..! haha...

Anyway, this 'night eating syndrome' has been happening for around 6 months, i noticed a few minutes after dinner i would start to think of food again and will keep going in and out of the kitchen to search for something to eat. I will start to feast from 7 to 10..sometimes 11..that's ard 3 hrs every night of non-stop eating (not kidding). And pls, those food i ate aint just fruits...they are cakes, biscuits, ice-cream and chocolate which are all high in calories ( my real food!). Esp cakes, if i see one...it will be gone within 15mins. I just need to have my sugar!

The good news is my weight didn't gain at all..(phew!)..now the bad news. I didn't lose any weight despite the long hours of running. ( i dun think i have high metabolism so stop hating me till i get this straight..) Which means the calories i burnt during running are all mostly from the junks which i snack at night.

In other words, if i stopped running i will become obese..now that is scary.
Looks like i have to stop my sugar craving asap..perhaps next week? or tml...?
Nah..forget it..i wun give up my sugar..
i shall go enjoy my tub of 'ben & jerry's' now...its cherry garcia..yummm!

Yup..these are what i live for...
























Please, someone get me the 'New York Super Fudge Chunk'..
I'm kinda sick of cherry garcia ( a lil) coz dad loves them and keeps buying back the same flavour!

Speaking of dad, he is another b&j fan..he will finish the whole pint in one sitting, which is an incredible 'achievement' for a 50+ year old man. I'm not exagerrating, i swear!
Dad has very very high metabolism, unfortunately only my brother inherit this from him..which is so unfair, why didn't pass it on to me since bro doesn't even hav sugar cravings?
ok i'm such a glutton...hahaha..

Now my bro..
haiz...i'm kinda disappointed with him. I think this is the first time i feel this way..
I just wanna get this off my chest:

To this girl, N..
I'm not sure what kinda person you are..
All i noe is what you are doing just isn't right..
Seriously i dun have a good impression of you..and never will.
So, go back to where you belong..
He needs space..not your company.

Oh..pls dun let my bro dun see this.
i just fear things will not come out the way i want.
I really do care for my bro but its hard to tell him so..its definitely a rare sight to express our feelings in this family..Everytime i want to ask him about his personal matters, i would think twice and dropped the idea after that..
hmm..hope i am just thinking too much, things are going to be fine right?
Why Do Men Have Nipples?
Monday, June 05, 2006 @ 9:55 PM


"Why do men have nipples?" wow..that's an eye-catching title. I found this hidden 'treasure' in the pile of books at a corner of the study room many months ago and read it during my free time in school.

This book is a compile of real factual and funny answers to some of the big questions about the oddities of our body. It is written by Billy Goldberg, an emergency medicine physician, and Mark Leyner, best-selling author and well-known satirist.

Let me state a few of the questions found in the book:


  • Is it dangerous to hold it when u have to pee?
  • Is sperm nutritious? Or fattening?
  • Do oysters really make u horny?
  • big hands, big ____?
  • Can people in wheelchairs still have s*x?
  • Can you swallow your tougue?
  • What are those little half moons in your nails?
and of coz

  • why do men have nipples? (duh)

Go read the book if u're interested in the answers. For me i think the book is worthwhile coz it gives u the answers to these strange questions which no one around you knows.

when the wisdom hits the molar
Sunday, June 04, 2006 @ 10:54 PM

i got this terrible headache since friday and its killing me. Initially i thought it was becoz i was lacking of sleep, so i tried to sleep as much as i could during the weekend. But the pain din seem to go away despite the long nap~!

Then i thought it might be becoz i'm sitting in front of the computer for too hours, so i switched to watching tv instead and it does not work either. So why is my head hurting so terribly? Is there something wrong with my brain of something?

Later in the night, i realised that my molar on the right is hurting which is the second last thing i want since i've taken off my braces ( the last thing i wan was my 2 front tooth shifting back to its original position).

So if my molar is hurting what does it mean? I think the most obvious answer is the 'emerging of my wisdom tooth'...And it kinda confuse me..ain't the toothache should come before the headache? Coz i've asked my dad and neighbour, both said toothache can result in headaches..

The orthodontist took an xray for me before i put on braces the last time and 2 wisdom tooth were spotted on my lower jaw. She said my wisdom tooth might shift my lower teeth when i hit 18 or 19..
i guess the time has come...

Anyway, from the look of it, i think my situation looks like this:













(the wisdom tooth is angled forward, towards the front of the mouth)

I know i should remove it, its suppose to be the best time to do it now coz i'm having 3 weeks of 'holiday'..
However, my neighbour says no vigourous exercise for a few days after the removal...

hmm..that kinda suck..
right now i really duno what to do..its best to remove it..
but..but...the 3 races...
=(
argh!

well, let me wait till the toothache is unbearable first...
daily bites
Friday, June 02, 2006 @ 10:49 PM

Tml will be the 5th day since mum went to China for vacation. The first day was quite a torture, i have to do housework despite a tiring day in school and an evening driving lesson. Finally i get a taste of how life is like for someone who lives alone. Of coz i dun live alone now, there's still dad n bro at home..but most of the housework are done by me so there isn't much difference anyway.

oh man, another 14 more days to Calvin's commissioning ball and i haven got a suitable dress yet. Though he is paying for it but i dun seem to have the urge of getting it, i just dun feel like going down to town even if its GSS now! Last resort, have to ask him to find another partner if i couldn't find a dress. btw, speaking of GSS..i'm not sure if i would be shopping much this time...

be'coz
i have lose interest in shopping. ok!..stop rubbing your eyes thinking that u are seeing things.. i really mean it by losing interest in shopping!!
Well, in fact not just shopping, i'm beginning to lose interest in almost everything..the only thing i love doing is surfing the net from day to night. What's so nice to surf?
er..i duno, basically just search anything i can think of..
The only thing i fear is losing interest in running...coz there's 3 races coming up: MILK run, Shape run and Army Half Marathon..i really want to improve my record of 2hr23mins for AHM but..
i duno..am i pushing myself too hard till i somehow dislike running now?

Seriously, i need someone to slap me awake asap and pull me out of the house..Yes, i really mean 'pull me out' if not i would be finding another 101 excuses not to leave my comfy seat in front of the computer..

Next 3 weeks will be my school holiday, actually its just 1 week coz the other 2 are e-learning week and study break. erm, but who cares...its still 3 weeks of holiday to me. YAY!