To: B
Saturday, July 03, 2010 @ 4:20 PM

The girls said you are cheating on my feelings.
You claimed you are uncertain if you should trust me, esp since you know your gd friend and I used to have something going on.

Who should I believe now?

There's a saying that the people you mixed with will reflect what kind of person you are. Your circle of friends are players, are you one of them too?
Gfs told me players will always have 101 reasons and stories to lie to other girls. Am I right to say this trust issue is an excuse not to get into an r/s?

OR should I believe in what you say? Coz I felt we were really happy spending those times together; when you taught me how to roller-blade, the movies we watched, shopping for ur furniture, the wondergirls music showcase...I enjoyed myself with you around. But I cant be together with someone who has no trust and faith in me. If I were in your position, I will be insecured too. I've done something wrong before I met you, I have to carry this sentence thru out my life. I have to learn from my mistakes....and let things go.
To .....you.
Thursday, July 01, 2010 @ 11:23 PM

The day before, we confessed that we were falling in love with each other.
The very next day, we were doubting each other.

How ironic is that....

Sorry to say I cant erase my past, I did some wrong things but I've moved on. As for you, can you let go of ur past too?

If u cant, I'll move on (again). But this time it wouldnt be easy...because I know I want you to stay.