Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 3:20 PM
As i walked home just now, i kept repeating this song in my ipod which was sent by a friend yesterday. This song describes how i feel all this while, it just triggers so many memories back in my mind. Looks like the emotional struggle of one and a half year doesn't seem to come to an end. I tried so hard to free myself from this misery yet at the end, i found myself back to where i were.
The lyrics of this song clearly illustrated how i feel..and how i wish this whole thing shouldn't have started. I just couldn't save myself....
Christina Milian
Until I Get Over You
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that i made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end i can still feel the pain, everytime i hear your name
[chorus]
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, when there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'till I get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I cant escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that i could have you here
When will this river of tears stop falling
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps calling
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go
Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 10:44 PM
Its less than a week to the marathon, i'm getting nervous day by day. Imagining myself running non stop for 4 to 6hrs is freaking me out..but hey~ there's a gd side to everything..i'm gonna do carbo-loading!
i've already wrote down a list of food for my pre-race and post-race meals..
*pre-race*
- prata (plain, cheese, egg)
- beef noodles (must be from golden mile)
- bread (crossiants, bagels...anything..even gardenia bread i'm satisfied)
*post-race*
- spaghetti
- ice cream
- pancakes
- bread
as you can see all of them are in simple carbs and extremely sinful..haha..but i have to boost my normaly glycogen levels by "storing" carbohydrates as glycogen in muscles so that there's sufficient fuel for me to burn it off that day.
no carbs = no energy.
the long-waited prata (the last one i had was more than a yr ago)..arghh..cant wait till Saturday!
Saturday, November 18, 2006 @ 2:48 PM
Finally mst is over! Whee~!! The first thing i did after the paper was to head straight down to Queensway and bought myself a new pair of running shoes. Not to reward myself after the long tiring hours of studying the night before, its because my old pair of asics was worn out and i'm afraid it cannot survive till the marathon..eh..actually not totally worn out, i spot a tiny hole at the side of the shoe two days ago plus i believe its gel-effect is gone after so much trainings with it. Couldn't pair to leave my first pair of asics coz its a gift from my brother..
Yes, my new asics trainer! the reason why i bought back asics trainer is because the old one was so comfortable and it's a light weight mid-distance running shoes. I bought a mid-d shoes coz i'll be cutting down the mileage and the no. of times i run per week when the marathonis over. Now, the reason i did not buy a long-d shoes is because the one which i eyed on is so freaking expensive, cost a total of $194..=<
gosh, tts my love-n-hate relationship with asics, they've rose their trainer from $144 to $156! yes, this darling of mine cost $156 and the hole in my wallet is much bigger than the one in my old trainer.
now its time to season my shoes fast and get it ready for the marathon! *so freaking scared*
Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 5:35 AM
Addition/Response: forgetfulness isn't always an excuse..oh..so they've "forgotten" to inform the lady to print 20 copies instead of 4 .. hah! If this kinda thing needs reminder..den do i have to remind you to brush your teeth?or in a rush? c'mon..2mins doesn't mean alot unless you're Donald Trump.
i cant believe this happened in the class..
wats the selfishess all about? the lecturer gave the handouts to these few ppl and they only print it for themselves (no leftovers, exact copies)..afterwhich, kept mum abt it..
when the rest of the class print the handouts, we would print for the whole class..but reality steps in..now i finally get to taste how the outside world is like even before i start working.
well, if they didn't want to print it for us..
THEY COULD PASS US THE HANDOUTS AND WE PRINT THEM OURSELVES!MST is just next week, who doesn't want to score in examinations? But by doing this for your own interest, its just so wrong...
if i were one of them..i would lessen by guilt by heading straight to my fren's hse to scan those handouts and send to the rest.
However, these ppl just simply gave the '
i-duno-what-i-can-do' answer when we asked for them. i wonder how am i going to retrive the papers, esp when there's no school this week.
TOTALLY cant believe it..trying hard to swallow down the fact..
initially i thought the class is heading towards the right direction and beginning to interact more..but..
because of this incident, i've seen the true colours of some ppl n all the effort has gone to waste.... *disappointing~*
thankfully all of us got the handouts from titus in the end..if not..i just cant imagine the rest of us sitting around and wait for it to drop down from the sky..
