Just returned back from MacRitchie for a morning jog with a fren. To my surprise there are quite a number of people there, but mostly are families. Running there was quite challenging as we are running uphill with uneven routes. Overall i like the new experience because i'm getting real sick of running near the canal at my place.
This whole week I've ran a total distance of 40.4km..quite a fruitful week. =) but sometimes i think i can run faster than my normal timing, its just that a lil part of me doesn't want to give it a try and prefers to stay in the comfort zone. =( i guess i have to find a way to run faster and cover longer distances for the next few weeks. Hopefully i will have a faster timing for my upcoming AHM.
Other than tt, there's nothing to blog abt my life. In short i simply hate it.
For the past week without my com, there's no other entertainment other than tv. And i took my spare hours to reflect on my life.
I thought about my future, my aims & my friends.
Sadly, I found out that i dun belong anywhere..not even those whom i used to hang out frequently with..i feel some of my friends can be better off without my presence.. and like i used to mention, who will give a damn when you're no longer there? However, i'm thankful for the 2 ppl who fork out their time n listen to what i voiced out.
Rite now i really wish to graduate.. i wanna get a cummulative gpa of 3.5 by end of this sem, maintain my results and get me into a local university. That's the only thing i wan rite now..simple as that. No point setting so many goals and not accomplishing any one of them..
staying up late in the middle of the night again and blogging now cause i've been wanting to get this off my chest..
many times i wondered.. who are actually my real friends? who will be there for me when i'm in need? if i'm crying for help, who will risk their lives to save me? and if i were dead, who will remember me for the rest of their lives?
a good way to find out is by leaving this awful, cruel world... and when i'm in heaven (or hell, most probably..), i'll know who are the ones who would shed tears for me...
World Cup 06' has came to an end, suddenly i felt there is a little something missing in my life...
Staying up till 5am everyday just to watch these soccer matches is something which i looked forward to...and now...no more cannavoro, no more buffon, no more torres, no more figo, no more beckham(& the famous WAGS)...life is....empty.
Anyway, the Italians finally won the World Cup after waiting for 24 years..yes, they deserve to be crowned the champions. They have break free their traditional way of defending rather than attacking for this world cup and things turned out what they have planned..
Cannavaro's defending was flawless.. Buffon's saves were beautiful.. and Materazzi's mouth was powerful...
Everyone knows he had sent off Zidane with his insults..but this is what the game is about. Lots of exchanged glares and words, players have to control their anger or else they'll fall into their opponent's trap.
Materazzi was smart enough by knowing Zidane's weakness and he proved to us that besides needing good skills for playing, you have to read the mind of ur own enemy.
Some people might hate Materazzi because of his foul mouth, but imgaine if it was Beckham instead..many people will still be in love with him. Dun be biased..be fair and clever.
Who is responsible for Zidane's red card? Its Zidane himself.
Despite playing for so many tournaments throughout his life, he should know very well what the outcome would be if he headbutt Materazzi.
Wake up Zidane..u aint setting gd examples to young players of your own country. So what if u have good skills? U have choosen violence over sportsmanship.. many journalists have regretted voting you to receive the Golden Ball Award..take the rest of ur life to reflect on your own actions which cost ur country the World Cup.
Meet my lecturer, Ercan at around 3pm before the race starts..Eugenia couldn't make it coz she aint feeling well... Anyway, there are lots of people present for this charity event..quite happening actually.
The MILK run was ok, its a charity run so i cant expect the same standards as AHM or SC Marathon..The sun was blazing hot this afternoon and its extremely torturous to run in this kinda weather..Ya, its really quite a nightmare and my head still kinda hurt right now due to the heat..In the end i took 50mins to finish my 8.4km run...its within my expected timing but i knew i could do better..but still, i'm glad i went down to complete the race, its a new experience indeed..
anyway, sorrie guys..not updating ed's birthday party coz i have not upload the pictures yet..i must re-install the programme first before uploading, so its kinda troublesome and i dun have the mood to do it right now..
tml will be participating a race: "MILK Run" with my lecture and one of my classmate. In case you are wondering, the word: MILK stands for Mainly I Love Kids..aww..thats so sweet..haha I signed up for the 8.3km and hopefully i can do better than my trainings..the SHAPE Run has rejected my registeration due to the overwealming reponse of the public..oh well, why did i hesitate for a month before signing up? see..now cant join already! faster go sign up for the AHM now before history repeats itself...!
** due to the world cup fever, my sleeping hours has changed to 5am to 1pm..lol i wonder how am i going to survive school next week.. now even if there's no matches at night, i will still fall asleep at the same time..
One of my favourite teams, Spain, is out..hopefully Brazil can help me take revenge and win France tonight..haha Though there is no more Torres right now, i still have the Italians and Germans..yay!! yup, either one win the world cup i will be happy..its kinda sad that only one of these 2 teams can make it to the finals but no matter wat..just dun let Brazil or France win the title... =x
