Friday, August 25, 2006 @ 3:22 PM
i have learnt my lesson, i wun dare to throw important things aside and end up forgetting all about it.
And because of this incident, i was worried throughout the whole night till i didn't catch any sleep before my last exam paper which starts at 9am this morning.
What exactly happened? Well, everything goes like this:
bbdc has sent me a letter 2months ago, informing me to renew my membership for Class 3c by 24 August. Thinking that i would have lots of time to renew it, i threw the letter aside..oops..hiden somewhere in the pile of notes.
Then, on the 25 August 01:23, when i was finding my notes, i found this letter and was
SHOCKED to realised that the membership has expired 1hr+ ago!
i start to panick and began thinking about the following:
* if it expired, would i have to re-enroll to start the course all over again?
* wouldn't it be a waste to start everything when i only have 3 lessons and 1 tp left?
* if i were to start all over again, i would have to use my savings and will end up bankrupt!
and if i went bankrupt, i will have to work during the 2nd semester of yr3..how am i suppose to cope with everything?
(and lots more.....)
i quickly sent sms-es to some of my friends and asked for help..
01:44am - called
Raymond to help me check my account coz i couldn't use my com
02:00am -
Kenny replied my sms and i voiced out my problem on the phone
03:27am -
Bobbi (same as above)
04:17am -
Jiahao (same as above)
05:15am -
Junjie (same as above)
yea, this is crazy..somehow i need someone to talk to. I need people to tell me that everything will be fine, i need someone to console me so that i will not think too much.
I didn't sleep the whole night, not because i was burning midnight oil..i couldn't even calm myself down to sleep, let alone study..and i began to walk to and fro my house, thinking what might happen when i head down to bbdc later..
Since i was awake..i got myself ready and head down to bbdc at 7am..i need to get this thing done before i can concentrate on my exam, if not i will be thinking about this in the middle of my paper.
when i reached bukit gombak mrt station, i was much more awake then and asked myself why am i making this such a big deal?
hmm.. Maybe in the middle of the night, i really cant control my emotions and began to think too much. Yea, night time is the most dangerous zone..if u dun sleep, u'll end up thinking nonsense.
To my relief, the problem was easily solved. I still can renew my membership and continue my lessons and tp.
oops. looks like i have troubled my friends...like what they've said: things will turn out fine.
haha..alright,
thanks guys! i'm so touched that in the middle of the night, u ppl are there to listen to my nonsense..
hmm, and for my last paper..brain didn't function well and had some difficulties recalling some of the formulas, luckily everything still went well. but i wun be missing my slp before any paper in the future..coz its really difficult to do calculates while trying to stay awake. =x
anyway, EXAMS ARE OVER!
ahm's coming=)
