last day of being 18
Friday, August 11, 2006 @ 11:45 PM

just had a sucky dinner @ esplanade with my family, grandma, cousin n her friend.. Well, it wasn't because of the food...food was excellent but ordered abit too much, now i'm still bloated..bbuuurrrrppp~~!!...
but some things happened and i wasn't really in good mood throughout the whole dinner.

after dinner, we stayed back to watch the fireworks..it was beeaaauuttiifuuullllllllll! however, the first few was blocked by a stupid tree..argh, so we have to rush towards the other end to catch a clearer view of them.

Anyway, its time to make my birthday wish soon...this year, my wish will be different. i hope i can be more optimistic and stop being paranoid. Else, i will led to depression sooner or later..
And this year, i wasn't looking forward to my birthday at all..or rather, i juz wish to be left alone..

*tears*