my heart aches again
Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 3:20 PM

As i walked home just now, i kept repeating this song in my ipod which was sent by a friend yesterday. This song describes how i feel all this while, it just triggers so many memories back in my mind. Looks like the emotional struggle of one and a half year doesn't seem to come to an end. I tried so hard to free myself from this misery yet at the end, i found myself back to where i were.

The lyrics of this song clearly illustrated how i feel..and how i wish this whole thing shouldn't have started. I just couldn't save myself....



Christina Milian
Until I Get Over You

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that i made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end i can still feel the pain, everytime i hear your name


[chorus]
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, when there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'till I get over you


Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I cant escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that i could have you here

When will this river of tears stop falling
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps calling
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go