Saturday, July 03, 2010 @ 4:20 PM
The girls said you are cheating on my feelings.
You claimed you are uncertain if you should trust me, esp since you know your gd friend and I used to have something going on.
Who should I believe now?
There's a saying that the people you mixed with will reflect what kind of person you are. Your circle of friends are players, are you one of them too?
Gfs told me players will always have 101 reasons and stories to lie to other girls. Am I right to say this trust issue is an excuse not to get into an r/s?
OR should I believe in what you say? Coz I felt we were really happy spending those times together; when you taught me how to roller-blade, the movies we watched, shopping for ur furniture, the wondergirls music showcase...I enjoyed myself with you around. But I cant be together with someone who has no trust and faith in me. If I were in your position, I will be insecured too. I've done something wrong before I met you, I have to carry this sentence thru out my life. I have to learn from my mistakes....and let things go.
Thursday, July 01, 2010 @ 11:23 PM
The day before, we confessed that we were falling in love with each other.
The very next day, we were doubting each other.
How ironic is that....
Sorry to say I cant erase my past, I did some wrong things but I've moved on. As for you, can you let go of ur past too?
If u cant, I'll move on (again). But this time it wouldnt be easy...because I know I want you to stay.
Thursday, June 10, 2010 @ 12:11 AM
Did a photoshoot at NTU with some of the students for our EEE yearbook 2010. It was tiring but all of us had fun. Will post up the pictures soon! Off to bed.
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It feels like I was back 6 years ago.
I finally got back those feelings which I've been yearning for.
& I hope there will be many more 6 years to come.
HAPPY.Just a simple word to sum up my feelings right now.
(:
Sunday, June 06, 2010 @ 5:23 PM
felt so
worthless
Friday, June 04, 2010 @ 11:25 PM
I'm home on a Friday night.
Doing nothing.
Even though I'm sick, its hard to get rest when you are thinking about something else.
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Anyway, I need to start training again. My 7th consecutive AHM is drawing near and I have not been running for ages. Should I continue to participate? Last year's AHM was disappointing, I wouldn't be surprised if I ran even slower this year.
Sigh.
my love&hate relationship with running again.
Sunday, May 30, 2010 @ 1:37 PM
Welcome back Miss Xquisite! Its been a year without any posting, I promise to blog more this time.
I'm currently doing my internship at some engineering firm, life there is pretty boring and have to sit through 10 hours in the office everyday. I wonder how most people can work at the same place for a period of time. Office job is definitely not something which I want for my career. That's why I landed myself a job which I've been wanting badly(: Ok, job aside now.
Friday night was partying at Zouk with the usual people. I've stopped clubbing for almost half a year due to school and didnt want to go back again initially. Reason being not wanting to waste my life away partying, mixing with people whom probably will not remember me next time. However, I went back this time for a special reason which was related to someone I catch up with last week. I could still remember the dinner we had was great. In fact its been such a long time since I enjoy myself on a date. But all good things have to come to an end.
Sometimes I really hate myself. Why repeat the same mistake I made a year ago? Whatever it is, I have to carry on with my life. I will walk alone.
Thursday, December 04, 2008 @ 12:55 PM
i'm back!!
OK, pardon me for abandoning this blog of mine for a year. I decided to continue writing in this old blog instead of starting a new one because i couldn't insert new template. It worked if i used back the old blog, i guessed there's something weird going on with the new settings.
Anyway, holidays are here! i did have a few plans on how to spend my holidays wisely this time.
Here's what i did for the past week!
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28/nov (friday)
Went ktv with my bunch of Uni peeps at the usual Top One ktv. This time we were given a VIP room with a mini stage. Top One is definiely better than Kbox, the service is gd, free flow of drinks, and the seats were not torn like those in Kbox, everything was nicely furnished and it is only at $16nett from 11am to 7pm! =)
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29th Nov (Saturday)
Work at Sitex from 10.30am to 6pm as a promoter, i had to leave early for dinner with my family to celebrate my dad's birthday. The job was boring, the visitors there were mostly looking for laptops, tv and more popular electronics items. Not many were interested in heart-rate monitors. Thankfully i went off early..haha!
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30th Nov (Monday)
Shopping with dearest Shuxian today! We went to orchard early in the morning and were the only few shoppers, it was nice as we do not have to queue up for the changing room and squeezing with the crowds..haha initially i thought i will be the one carrying shopping bags home, however i was shocked by how Shuxian could spend! haha she's a great shopper la! Both of us spend quite alot..ok, that's my first step of changing my wardrobe.
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